I learned more about love in those few months than I leaned on my entire life. Not the kind of love you have for your family, your friends, the people you look up to. The kind of love that makes you go “Oh, I kind of want to spend my whole life with you”. I also learned the hard way what “heart pain” is. Most of the days were fine, even great I would say, it was good to feel everything, it was good to feel a love I never felt before, it was good to have someone. But truth is Continue reading “Choosing love.”
Because you’re a different person.
Because you don’t feel the same way anymore.
Because we’re growing apart more every day.
Because I’m scared to tell you how I feel.
Because I think you’re only staying since it’d be easier than leaving because you tell me you love me but i don’t feel the same want and warmth now.
Because I cried and begged and poured my heart out– left everything out on the table and you ignored all of it so easily.
Because I think i’m being crazy and insecure and imagining things, but am I? Continue reading “Lost & Insecure.”
Is it selfish to say I want you the whole fucking time? I want you in my head. I want you in my bed. I want your hands all over my thighs Continue reading “Selfish.”
Someone to eat with
Someone to drink with
Someone to dance with
Someone to drive with
Someone to dream with
Someone to travel with
Someone to cook with
Someone to sleep with
Someone to make love to
Someone to live with
Someone to do life with
That someone I want to be with everyday
That same someone I will love over and over again
My forever someone
My someone for ever.
There was something so very primal about her.
The way she moves without wasting any unnecessary energy. The way she sat above everyone, demanded some kind of respect. The way she looked at me was as if Continue reading “Predator & Prey.”
“I don’t know.
If being in love only made people feel more lonely,
why would everyone want it so much?”
“Because of the illusion. You fall in love,
it’s intoxicating and for a little while,
you actually Continue reading “The illusion of love.”
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